Sunday Stanza: The Castle Valley Pageant
(1979-2018)
It’s one hundred sixty miles, round trip at best,
 From Springville to the old homestead west. 
The roads aren’t paved with glory or gold— 
Just gravel and stories our ancestors told.

We load up the truck with a cooler and hope,
Some snacks, and a prayer that the brakes can still cope. 
It’s a long way to travel just for a peek at the past,
But the echoes out there have a voice that can last.

Out near the buttes where the blue clay will bake, 
You’ll find faded headstones and one leaning stake. 
The sagebrush is thick, and the signage is thin— 
Yet the memories call like a whispering wind.

It’s not written fancy. No flourish, no spin.
Just truth from the page of a hand-calloused kin. 
Their lives weren’t loud, but their legacy grows, 
Like cottonwoods sprung where the old river flows.

They carved out a life in the driest of dirt,
Raised babies and barns in a Caste Valley skirt.
They fought off despair with hymns, hope, and a plow,
And whispered their prayers through the sweat on their brow.

It’s a long way to drive just to sit and to feel,
But it humbles a soul in a way that is true and real. 
So, I turn off the engine, just breathe and be still—
As the wind whispers the tales that it’s telling me still.

We come for the pageant when summer is here,
When twilight spills soft on the sandstone and deer. 
It’s more than a show—it’s a soul-stirring rite,
The Castle Valley Pageant under blinding spotlight.

Head north out of Castle Dale, where memories load, 
Just drive north, on the old Des-Bee-Dove Road.
Up where the hills meet the steep cliffs in a straight line, 
At the base of East Mountain, carved deep with time.

And Montell Seeley—God rest his kind soul— 
Breathed life into stories that made our hearts whole. 
He penned every line with the weight of their truth,
 A steward of memory, a giant of my youth.

The stories he wrote are our marrow and bone—
Of those who made homesteads from blue clay and stone. 
With lines pulled from journals and truth on the stage, 
They breathe life once more into history’s page.

We walk where they walked, boots soft in their dust, 
Their journals still speak with a reverent trust.
One part in the script always tightens my chest: 
When baby Joey dies and is then laid to rest.

Joe and Tilda, with grit in their gaze,
Built dreams with bare hands in the harsh desert haze.
She laughed through the dust; he prayed through the flood— 
Their love ran as deep as the San Rafael’s blood.

Wink and Anna, kind hearts wrapped in grace, 
Turned a dugout and dirt into homeplace and lace.
He’d sing to the stars, she’d hum while she’d sew,
And their names are still whispered where the wild grasses grow.

John and Clara, with faith firm and wide,
Weathered both childbirth and cattle that died.
She wrote in her journal, about the barren and desolate space,
“Damn the man that would bring a woman to this God forsaken place.”

And Abe and sweet Neva, steadfast and strong, 
Their story still dances through pageant and song. 
They carved their devotion from rock and from will, 
And their echoes remain on that wind-silent hill.

Now children sit cross-legged, wide-eyed in the dirt, 
While actors in bonnets replay all the hurt,
And the hope, and the heartache, the fire, and the frost— 
Each scene a reminder of all that was lost.

But also of courage, and kin by the score,
Who dreamed of a valley and settled much more. 
Their names might not echo in marble or brass, 
But they left us a legacy rooted in grass.

So, we drive the long miles, year after year,
 To remember the voices, we still hold dear. 
It’s history, yes—but it’s family, too,
In Castle Valley, beneath skies so blue.

And when lanterns are lit and the hush fills the air, 
I swear I can see them still standing there—
Joe and Tilda, Wink, and his bride,
John and Clara with Abe by Neva’s side.

No spotlight required, no grand curtain call—
Just a stage in the desert where memory stands tall. 
And a people who honor, with hearts true and fast, 
That long, sweet journey into the past.

The pageant has faded, its scenery now still,
No voices at dusk on the rocky orange hill.
But the stories still echo in hearts that recall,
And the spirit of Castle Valley still stands, after all.

DocBott

My Take Tuesday: The Society for Theriogenology

Greetings from 30,000 feet! I’m en route to Sacramento, California for one of the highlights of my professional calendar—the annual conference of the Society for Theriogenology.

After years of virtual meetings and remote learning, it’s a gift to once again gather in person. There’s something irreplaceable about face-to-face conversations, hallway catch-ups, and hands-on learning that simply can’t be replicated on a screen.

This conference has been a summer tradition for me since 2007. Each year it’s hosted in a different city, but the anticipation is always the same—I count down the days until I can reconnect with friends and colleagues who share my passion for animal reproduction.

So, what exactly is Theriogenology?

It’s the branch of veterinary medicine focused on reproduction: the physiology and pathology of male and female reproductive systems across species, as well as veterinary obstetrics, gynecology, and andrology. In human medicine, it would take an OB-GYN, a neonatologist, and an andrologist to cover what a single theriogenologist does. From antelope to zebras, from embryos to parturition, this field demands curiosity, precision, and a deep understanding of comparative biology.

My own journey into theriogenology began at Southern Utah University. A mentor named Dan Dail introduced me to the discipline and entrusted me with a research project exploring the relationship between body condition scores and conception rates in synchronized beef cattle. That experience—and his mentorship—helped shape my path to veterinary school.

At Washington State University, I had the privilege of learning under Dr. Ahmed Tibary, a world-renowned theriogenologist whose influence spans textbooks, research papers, and generations of veterinarians. His comparative approach taught me how to think critically and reason through complex cases. We worked together on numerous studies, especially in camelid reproduction, and those years remain some of my most cherished.

Theriogenology has sharpened my clinical instincts and broadened my view of medicine. Whether I’m in the clinic with cats and dogs or out working with elk, alpacas, or water buffalo, the principles I apply come from this foundation. Comparative medicine is what makes my brain move—it’s where science meets curiosity, and where I feel most at home.

In the lobby of Mountain West Animal Hospital, a small statue rests on a cabinet—a gift from my time serving as president of the Society for Theriogenology in 2018. It’s a depiction of Nandi, the sacred bull of Hindu tradition, symbolizing purity and fertility. Nandi is a Bos indicus bull adorned with gold and silver, tracing back to the ancient Indus Valley Civilization, where dairy farming was central to life. Temples in India still honor him to this day.

That statue is one of my most treasured possessions. It reminds me daily of the journey I’ve taken and the people who’ve shaped it.

What sets reproductive specialists apart, in my experience, is kindness. They are approachable and generous with their knowledge. In a profession that can sometimes reward ego, these veterinarians lead with humility. Many serve in leadership roles at veterinary schools across North America, quietly shaping the future of our field.

I’m proud to stand among them.

This is my favorite conference of the year. I’m eager to learn, to grow, and to bring new knowledge back to my practice. And I’m grateful—for the mentors, the friendships, and the beautiful, challenging, ever-evolving world of theriogenology.

And that is My Take.

Sunday Stanza: Chicks in a Cardboard Box

In April’s thaw, when pastures green
Begin to pierce the frost between,
And robins sing with springtime cheer—
That’s when the baby chicks appear.

A cardboard brooder, heat lamp’s glow,
Newspaper lined in tidy rows,
A chorus starts—so soft, so sweet—
A peeping sound beneath my feet.

Each morning, I would kneel and tend,
A caretaker, a guardian, a tiny friend.
I learned their ways, their fragile signs,
With mash and drops and poultry rhymes.

They’d sip, then raise their heads in prayer—
A skyward gulp of basement air.
I’d watch, wide-eyed, with earnest grace,
As feathers sprouted into place.

But some grew weak, and some grew still,
And tears would come against my will.
In mourning, truth came into view—
Life births both joy and sorrow, too.

Soon came the eggs, in gentle hues—
A basket filled with nature’s muse:
Green like spring, and red like clay,
Soft brown kissed by the break of day.

And in my dreams, I’d lift and glide,
Above the coop, the field, the tide
Of earthbound things that longed for flight—
Their wings too short, their grip too tight.

I’d join the birds, the eagles proud,
And soar beyond the cotton cloud,
Returning at the morning light
To chores and school and boots pulled tight.

But now, as years have flown their course,
And time has run its steady force,
I find those moments still remain—
Like sunlit drops of April rain.

A chick’s soft peep, the scent of hay,
A mountain creek that sings all day—
These simple gifts, so often missed,
Are where life’s deeper meaning twists.

So, may we greet the world once more.
With open hearts and eyes that soar,
With wonder, care, and ears to hear.

The peeping sound that draws us near.
For in the hush where springtime starts,
The world is mended—Chick by chick,
And heart by heart.

DocBott

My Take Tuesday: When the Pavement Burns

I love the summertime.

I love the smell of campfire smoke clinging to a hoodie after a night under the stars. I love the thunder of hooves at the rodeo, the twang of a guitar at a county fair, and the soft splash of a fishing line hitting still water. I love that people seem to smile more in July. Maybe it’s the sun, or maybe it’s the way grilled food and celebration bring us all a little closer.

But as a veterinarian, I’ve also learned that summer carries a shadow.

Each year, I see it in the panting, trembling bodies of dogs rushed into our clinic—tongues bright red, eyes glazed, pulses pounding beneath fur that never got the chance to cool down. Heat stroke doesn’t knock—it barges in. And it doesn’t just take the old or the weak. It takes the healthy. The young. The ones who were “just going to be in the truck for a minute.” The ones who chased the ball just one time too many.

I’ll never forget a black Labrador that collapsed at a family BBQ. He’d been romping with the kids, stealing hot dogs off the grill, tail wagging and tongue lolling—until he wasn’t. By the time they brought him in, he was already slipping away. His core temperature was 107. He didn’t make it.

That’s the problem with dogs—they love too hard and stop too late. They don’t complain until it’s already too critical.

So, here’s my summertime plea:

If it’s too hot for your bare feet on the pavement, it’s too hot for their paws.

If it’s too hot for you to sit in the car with the windows cracked, it’s too hot for them to wait there—even for “just a minute.”

If your dog is panting heavily, slowing down, drooling excessively, or seeming confused—stop. Find shade. Get water. Cool them down.

And don’t be fooled by clouds or breeze. Utah heat can sneak up fast.

I want your dogs to enjoy summer just as much as you do. I want them at the fishing hole, wagging their tails beside the campfire, or curled up on the porch after a day at the lake. But I also want them alive. Safe. With you.

So be their voice when the thermometer climbs. Be their protector when they’re too happy to know better.

There’s nothing better than summer.

Let’s make sure we all get to enjoy it together.

And that is My Take!

N. Isaac Bott, DVM

Sunday Stanza: Liberace, the Turkey-Hearted Peahen

Now most backyard tales start simple and sweet,
With chicks in a coop or hens on a beat—
But this one begins with a turkey named Karen,
Whose maternal ambition was downright declarin’.

Each spring she’d sit with unshakable will,
On a nest full of nothin’, just dreamin’ her fill.
She fluffed up her feathers and clucked with conviction,
But year after year brought the same contradiction.

No chicks. No peeps. No proud little brood—
Just disappointment beneath her good mood.
But Karen, you see, ain’t the quittin’ kind.
She had mothering burned into her bird-brain mind.

Then one spring morn, with a wink from above,
Or perhaps just a veterinarian’s soft-hearted shove,
A different egg landed in her old nest—
Not turkey, but peafowl—tan-shelled and blessed.

She took to that egg like it came from her soul,
Kept it warm through the chill, never losing control.
And when it hatched out? Well, bless her dear heart—
She welcomed a squawk with a whole different start.

She was lanky and loud, with eyes full of sass,
Tail feathers twitchin’ like blades in the grass.
Her call was a shriek that could rattle a barn,
And her strut? She had that peahen charm.

We named her Liberace—it just felt right,
With a showman’s soul and a flair for delight.
She marched through the yard like a Vegas parade,
While Karen kept watch in the cool morning shade.

Now Liberace, though born from a turkey’s embrace,
Grew a head with a crown full of vertical grace—
Those slender plumes of green and blue stood tall,
Forming a feathered delicate tiara, the envy of all.

Now the tom looked puzzled, the chickens dismayed,
But Karen stood proud of the child she’d made.
“Doesn’t matter,” she clucked, “if she gobbles or screams—
She’s mine, and she’s perfect, and born of my dreams.”

So, if ever you think love comes just one way,
With feathers that match or the right DNA,
Remember the tale of the turkey who believed—
That love’s not in looks, but the care we conceive.

A turkey named Karen, a daughter full of flash,
A tale stitched in laughter with heartstrings and hash.
And though she may strut with a fan fit for kings,
She learned how to love from a peahen’s colorful wings.

DocBott

My Take Tuesday: The Calf We Lost

Reindeer calve in the spring—April and May, typically—when the days grow longer, and the earth begins to warm. There’s wisdom in that natural rhythm. Calves born during this window have the best odds: they are carried to full term, born into a world where the conditions are gently improving, where warmth and forage steadily increase. Nature, when left to its design, rarely miscalculates.

But sometimes, for reasons we don’t fully understand, things don’t follow the plan. A calf comes too early. A placenta detaches. A mother delivers before the lungs are ready, before strength has found its way into the legs. These calves enter the world not with a leap, but with a struggle. They are premature, small, quiet. Their eyes blink open with a gentleness that feels like a whisper—and yet, everything in you wants them to roar to life.

This past week, I lost a calf. A little female. She was sweet and wide-eyed, with ears like velvet and the tiniest trace of spunk, even in her weakness. We did everything we could—plasma transfusions, oxygen, heat, tube feedings every two hours. We wrapped her in blankets, lifted her gently to try and help her stand. We whispered encouragements that she didn’t understand, but that we needed to say anyway. We watched. We waited. We hoped.

But sometimes, even everything isn’t enough.

There’s a deep ache in losing an animal you’ve tried to save. It’s not just the absence they leave—it’s the stillness that settles in after the last heartbeat, the quiet heartbreak that lingers in the stall, and the way the mother circles, confused and grieving in her own silent language. I’ve seen a lot of life in this work, but death always stings. It chips away at you in small, unspoken ways.

This isn’t the part we like to talk about. When people think of animal care, they picture baby animals wobbling to their feet, warm bottles in the barn, fuzzy faces nudging your hand. And all of that is real. But so is this—the loss, the helplessness, the heavy truth that even our best efforts sometimes fall short.

And yet, we keep showing up. We keep raising animals. We keep loving them, caring for them, mourning them. We do it again and again, because the joy outweighs the grief, even if just barely sometimes. Because each life is worth it, no matter how brief. Because even a short chapter can change you.

She didn’t get to grow up. But for a few hours, she was deeply loved.

And that matters.

And that is My Take.

N. Isaac Bott, DVM

Sunday Stanza: Buttercup, the Clinic Queen


She strutted in a cardboard box,

Like royalty in exile—

With whiskers twitchin’, sass for miles,

And claws that filed your file.

An orange streak of sass and fire,

A marmalade she-devil—

Could purr and snuggle sweet as pie,

Then turn pure, unholy rebel.

The neighbor kids, a mean ol’ pack,

Had hearts as dry as dust—

One took a shot, the pellet hit,

And robbed her tail’s full thrust.

We patched her up, she healed up strong,

Though now she’s got a nub—

But she holds it high, a feline flag,

Still queen of her lil’ club.

She spends her days inside the clinic,

Lyin’ square on charts and screens,

She’ll swat your pen, your hand, your soul,

Then cuddle like she’s clean.

She stalks the rabbits just for sport,

With eyes like pistol sights—

But never draws; she just enjoys.

Their bunny-burstin’ frights.

She struts among the hens and ducks,
A queen amid the crew—
They chatter like a feathered court,
All loyal through and through.

But don’t you dare assume she’s soft,

That tail nub ain’t defeat—

She’s still the queen, the sass supreme,

With purrs and claws complete.

So, raise a hand for Buttercup,

A diva, tough and spry—

Clinic cat, survivor, sass machine,

With fire in her eye.

My Take Tuesday: Grace, Grief, and a Little Bit of Vomit

There are moments in veterinary medicine that feel set apart from the ordinary—as if the world slows down to make room for something sacred. Home euthanasias are like that. Without the clinical glare of bright lights or the sterile hum of machines, the space fills instead with love, memory, and a quiet reverence.

Millie was a wiry, scruffy little dog with a crooked smile and a tail that wagged in half-time during her golden years. For fifteen years, she’d stood guard at the back door, kept the mailman honest, and weathered every storm—literal and figurative—curled at the feet of the family who loved her. She was stitched into the very fabric of their lives.

Her body was failing, but her family’s devotion hadn’t faded. They called me to help her pass peacefully, at home, in the warmth of familiar voices and gentle hands.

When I arrived, Millie lay on a patchwork quilt in the living room. The air carried the faint scent of lavender and something softer—grief, maybe, or memory. The mother knelt close, stroking Millie’s ears with the kind of tenderness only time can teach. The father stood off to the side, swallowing hard. And the teenage daughter cradled Millie’s head in her lap, her face pale, her eyes fixed on the dog that had always been there.

I gave the sedative first. Then I waited. When they were ready, I knelt to complete the procedure.

And that was when it happened.

Without a word, the daughter leaned forward, overwhelmed, and—suddenly—vomited. Not beside me. Not near me. But squarely onto the right side of my face.

It trickled down the side of face. It was warm. It was immediate. And it was one of the more unforgettable moments in my career.

I stayed steady. I finished the injection with calm hands and soft words. Millie passed quietly, unaware of the chaos that had just unfolded inches away. Her final moment was peaceful, surrounded by the people who had loved her all her life.

Then came the silence.

The mother gasped.

The father sprang into action with a roll of paper towels.

The daughter, mortified, buried her face in her hands. “I’m so sorry,” she whispered through tears. “I didn’t mean to. I didn’t know it was going to happen.”

But I wasn’t upset. Not even close.

Grief isn’t neat. It doesn’t come dressed in black with tidy handkerchiefs. It arrives as it is—raw, unfiltered, and unpredictable. It breaks down barriers and spills out in tears, trembles, and, sometimes, the most undignified forms of emotion.

I wiped my face, offered a reassuring smile, and said what I knew to be true: It’s okay.

Because veterinary medicine isn’t just about the animals. It’s about being present for the people who love them. It’s about showing composure during someone else’s heartbreak. It’s about honoring the bond—even when it plays out messily.

Millie was loved. She left this life wrapped in warmth and memory. And if part of that moment meant I walked away needing a change of clothes, so be it.

The human-animal bond is a powerful thing. It’s loyal and imperfect, wild, and wholehearted. It teaches us how to love, how to let go—and how to stand steady, even when the unexpected shows up in the most unforgettable ways.

And that is My Take.

N. Isaac Bott, DVM

Sunday Stanza: Chester the Combative

Let me tell you a tale from my younger days,
Of a rooster who earned both my fear and my praise.
A bantam, no taller than half of a boot,
But with swagger and spite in a feathered red suit.

Dad fetched him from a fella down
In Carbon County’s dusty town.
He came boxed up, all calm and neat,
Just cardboard, holes, and cockerel feet.

At first, he seemed gentle, serene as a dove—
A fine little fowl you could cuddle and love.
But the moment he met his fine harem of hens,
Something snapped in that bird—he abandoned all pretense.

Like a match to dry sagebrush, his fury was lit,
And the coop turned to chaos the moment he hit.
His spurs, curled like scimitars, gleamed in the light—
A warrior’s weapons, prepared for a fight.

His tail was a pennant of shimmering flame,
And the devil himself might have whispered his name.
He detested red clothing—it triggered his wrath,
And he’d charge with precision, no mercy, no math.

A blur of intent, a flash from below—
And he’d peck at your shins like a foe in a show.
His breath, I imagined, was sulfur and smoke,
His crow like a curse that the underworld spoke.

He’d launch from the shadows with lightning-quick speed,
A poultry torpedo on two little feet.
But beneath all the fury and fury alone,
There was something uncanny, uniquely his own.

A pride, a defiance, a boldness unshaken—
The spirit of something not easily taken.
And truth be told—though he left me in pain,
Though he bloodied my ankles and scrambled my brain—
I still look back fondly on that feathered pest,
Who fought like a lion with puffed-out red chest.

So, here’s to dear Chester, that rooster possessed—
May he roost up in heaven (or hell if it’s best).
For no barnyard’s complete, in this world or the next,
Without a small beast who keeps everyone vexed.

DocBott

My Take Tuesday: Rick DeBowes

Some people walk into your life like a summer breeze—gentle, unnoticed at first, until you realize the whole atmosphere changed when they arrived. Dr. Rick DeBowes didn’t just step into the veterinary profession—he transformed the terrain.

I first came to know Rick not by him being a professor, but by his presence. He doesn’t lead with credentials (though he holds plenty), nor does he boast of his accomplishments (though they are many). Instead, he listens. He leans in. He notices. He makes you feel like you are the most important person in the room. And in doing so, he lifts the entire room.

Rick is, by any measure, a brilliant surgeon. Board-certified. Professor. Innovator in equine orthopedic care. But it wasn’t a scalpel or textbook that made him a legend—it was vision.

He saw a profession full of gifted, dedicated individuals… burning out.

He saw classrooms filled with future veterinarians… unsure of their own worth.

He saw colleagues hiding pain behind polite smiles.

So, he did something about it.

In 2004, alongside Dr. Kathleen Ruby, Rick founded what would become the Veterinary Leadership Experience (VLE)—a transformative program that flipped the script on veterinary training. Where most conferences offered facts and formulas, VLE offered something rarer: reflection, vulnerability, and the courage to grow not just as a clinician, but as a human being.

At VLE, Rick didn’t just teach leadership. He modeled it. Servant leadership. Quiet strength. Emotional intelligence. He handed out paddles not to steer the boat, but to remind us that we each play a part in moving the profession forward.

I’ve seen Rick comfort students in tears. I’ve seen him speak truth to power with a smile that disarms and a message that cuts to the core. I’ve seen him show up—not just when it’s easy, but when it matters.

For me personally, Rick has been a mentor, a friend, as constant as the North Star. He has faced some of life’s most daunting trials—first with a major heart surgery, and then with an invasive battle against abdominal cancer. Yet through it all, he has stood unwavering, meeting each challenge head-on with a rare blend of courage and calm. Where others might falter, he has shown only grace—patient in pain, steady in uncertainty, and quietly determined to keep moving forward. His resilience has not just carried him through but inspired those of us lucky enough to walk beside him.

He reminds me that greatness in our field isn’t measured by the number of degrees on the wall or initials after a name—but by the people we lift, the teams we build, and the hearts we tend to along the way.

Veterinary medicine needs visionaries. It needs wisdom. But most of all, it needs people like Rick DeBowes—who aren’t afraid to challenge the old ways, to sit with the hurting, and to remind us that leadership isn’t about being in charge. It’s about choosing to care when nobody’s looking.

Thank you, Rick, for helping us become better doctors. And more importantly… better people.

And That is My Take!

N. Isaac Bott, DVM